Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.

I wish things didnt change so much between us. I wish it wasnt as if we were complete strangers. your the one person ive known in my life the longest, the one person who I always thought would be . Yet nowadays I cant even recieve a text back from you, never mind a phone call, or time to hangout. I know there have been some bumps in the road andive ‘hurt’ you, but im telling you, it could have been much much worse if I didnt choose the way I did. Whenever your ready to be in my life again, ill be here. But I doubt thatll happen till shes gone. You were always different with her. Love you bestfriend. No matter what. Always.